I found my happiness (for now)

well, for so many times, I thought I will never found my happiness. what I mean is, happiness is really hard to find, it's not always about money, having a big house, having a success career, but also you have to surrounded by family and friends and of course lover. and when I said surrounded, it's not just you're 'having' them. but you really have to feel that you're happy with them, you feel comfort with them. I know how it feels when I just 'have' them, but I don't feel like they care of me. I thought they only came when they need me, when they miss me, but now, I know how it feel to be with them.
well, I'm just gonna talk about my friends now. I never thought they could be so much fun. but today, I actually realize, I need them in my life. I love them. I mean it. they could always make me smile. they know my problem, and they always tell me the solution, and they're not just like saying "well you gonna be okay" but they also like "you have to do this". I don't mind if they tell me I was wrong. I'm happy with them. for the first time, I don't wanna leave them. I wanna be with them all the time.